First.......yes you are (an insane person) in a good way.I did myself so fuckin' dirty on this, too. I bought this giant chunk of plastic, and went on to pre-order a SnowCAT, an Arctic HISS, -and- a giant fuckin' Apocalypse. Because I'm an insane person.
Second.......I'm right there with you. Pulse has me by the nads for a bunch of stuff and it isn't even 2026 yet:
Arctic HISS
Sentinel 2-pack
Apocalypse
Mephisto (x2)
GB 84 Proton Pack
84 Plasma Series 4-pack (to go with the Haslab Ectomobile).
Also it looks like there is a new contender in the Sentinel game. If you have $6,000US (+ depending on options):