Nothing to apologize for, doc! Very kind of you to think of her in this time, but you deserve to have a good start to your vacation too, and there's nothing worse than starting off what's supposed to be relaxing, special time on a sour note. Don't know where I am on the spiritual spectrum, but I do often think everything happens for a reason, and for whatever reason, life is telling you now ain't the time. But it's great that the airline is giving you the out and you're not just forfeiting the money. Now it'll be even more special when it does happen!