Sorry, clarification on poor wording: I wasn't blown away by this conversation we're having now, but by the entire spectacle of watching you over there. Like, watching you position yourself as an insider using a handle that only a troll would give themselves, alongside the really huffy writing style and seeming inability to not engage with obvious bait - I'm sorry, but everything about your presence there seemed like a gimmick on a forum where that's not unheard of. And when it started to become clear to me that it wasn't, that made it way more fascinating, especially when it was obvious the point had passed where convincing anyone was a possibility and that most people were either tired of the disruption or still involved only for the entertainment of it. It was perfect comic absurdity and the amazing thing to me right now is that you're still willing to engage in the same way, creating a new account there just because someone mentioned you. I just don't know what you're hoping to gain at this point from that.
Okay, again: complete and total mischaracterization of what transpired.
1) The only spectacle was created and incited by you all. Again, I repeatedly stated that you could either believe it or not--but that I could not reveal my sources that you all demanded of me. In no way shape or form was I huffy about that.
My fault lies in that yes, I have a hard time letting things go. I am not the type to just let someone say something and allow it to roll off of my shoulders. So, yes, when people were getting shitty and insulting, I responded in kind. This is the mentality of that place that I highlighted earlier: you all are sharks smelling blood in the water. You are sitting here justifying the shitty behavior that you admit exists. That's not my problem or fault. How are you not understanding this?
Do you blame victims of sexual assault for wearing that dress, or being out later and where they're not supposed to be? Not comparing myself to that or claiming I'm a victim in any way, but this is exactly the mentality you have.
"Yes, we were shitty to you, but you deserved it".
2) I am not engaging the same way. Again, before, it was done in earnest. I was attempting to quell the noise before you all pulled the shit you do. Now, I genuinely don't give a shit. Ban me, don't ban me, gang up on me, believe me...don't give a shit. The information is there for people that believe me--and there were quite a few more than what publicly comment, because they don't want to get attacked by the lot of you for it. And that's the honest to God's truth.
And I don't position myself as anything. I have never shied away from the fact that I make friends in the industry. I know multiple people and when I am able to, I drop nuggets of news all over. Many people here and on Fwoosh can confirm it.
These are the things you, *again*, leave out.
I tell you have friends in the industry and name a few people, I'm name dropping.
I tell you that I can't reveal my sources, but link you to a few instances where I revealed some news in the past, I think I'm some bigwig hotshot and get repeatedly told I'm a nobody, completely overlooking the evidence you wanted that I provided.
I provide photographic evidence of a conversation with the CEO of a company, confirming something I've been saying--"Oh, look at the time he messaged him! You message people at 3 in the morning??". "Oh, you photoshopped that picture!"
There was no winning with any of you. And, I repeat, you came here intentionally pulling the same shit to get a rise out of me, then act aghast that I am responding to you in this way. Like, how could ANYONE possibly not take kindly to how we behave over there?
You're all an awful group of people. You really are. And you acknowledge that, and you still somehow try to justify it. No one deserves to right off of the bat be treated like that. And let's be clear, you know fully God damn well the order of it. You treat people like shit, especially "newbies", and work to get them banned. You know exactly how it goes over there, stop bullshitting. It's not an inviting place, so stop acting like I am the odd man out for feeling the way I do about it.
Especially when you try to bring it here.
Now, I'm done talking about it. Especially wasting space here. If you'd like to continue this, feel free to DM me. But just stop acting like you're innocent. You brought something up from a completely different forum, trying to paint a false and exaggerated portrait of me--all for the sake of being the thing I'm apparently not allowed to call you.
